Old Poem series
Introduction
Why this post? Is this an attempt of some egotistic self loathing?
No. It is just an attempt to drop my anchor on my memory lane so that I have a sense of 'who i was' and 'what my aspirations where' and 'what the reality was' and 'what my creativity level was'
Why? Because, In these days of Sadhana and changes happening to 'who i am' : both as a ego/ person and as level of realization of life.
Memory is kind of becoming dull. As a result, intellectual capability is taking a hit although other aspects of who iam has enhanced.
And as an exploration to understand why things happened the way it happened in my life. Or the science of karma.
Although i have solution to this as i had in every stage of my life (but only rarely executed!): Complete sadhana before seven in the morning and be intensely involved in other aspects of life also. That is the Hope factor that was a constant in all the unconscious self created sufferings i encountered in my life.
Epilogue!
A mind that has gone within unconsciusly or automatically due to external pressures is cannot necessarily mean a pleaaurable experience or an experience of tangible value.
Mind can throw out ideas into conscious mind(triggered by idea stimilus from world ) which without experience doesnt mean anything but is a work of impressions in unconscious layers of mind(karmic impressions over lifetimes) coming out in moments of knowledge or revelation (what yoga calls moments of dhyana or samadhi)
Any idea or thought or word(whether perceived experientially by a person or coming out due to other factors unconsciously) if explored deep enough is truth(whether apparently right, wrong, foolish or stupid). Because everything from a dot to biggest thing in existence, is the work of creation and if it is explored profoundly enough will invariably lead to the source or the creator. So only thing that is important is what is relevant to a situation and person (not what is right) to reach the goal intended.
As a line in a popular tamil movie, First achieve success and then speak. Only then world listens(if nd when u want it to).
Then whatever you speak will be right( because it already is). But experientially realizing this takes something other than worldly success.
This is also the reason why countless fools are trying to find meaning to every dot and stray marks in a picasso painting. Everything in creation is profound enough to reach the creator through it, only thing is you should know how to look.
Courtesy: My guru alive within me guiding with a new perspective, Sadhguru.
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